Goodbye 2010

It's the last day of the year

Let's say goodbye to 2010. Here comes 2011.

Cheers to a new year :D

I'd like to wish my beloved family and cherished friends

Happy New Year! :)

A New Year, A New Hope, A New Beginning

Woooohooooo!!!

Apologize

I hate the feeling of being alone.

I hate the feeling of being replaced by someone.

But I guess I did something wrong yesterday.

Sorry that I didn't wait for you after the lecture class.

Sorry that I didn't meet up with you though I know you were there too.

Is it too late to apologize? :(

Santa Claus is coming to town

Guess what?

It's December !!!!!!

Awwwwww

Santa Claus is coming to town ♥

You better watch out

You better not cry

Better not pout

I'm telling you why

Santa Claus is coming to town

He's making a list

And checking it twice;

Gonna find out who's naughty and nice

Santa Claus is coming to town

He sees you when you're sleeping

He knows when you're awake

He knows when you're awake

He knows if you've bad or good

So be good for goodness sake !

O! You better watch out !

You better not cry

Better not pout

I'm telling you why

Santa Claus is coming to town

Santa Claus is coming to town

♥

怎么又开始忘了

答应过自己 会好好过现在的生活 不是吗？

答应过自己 要笑着面对这些问题 不是吗？

答应过自己 要学会控制自己的情绪与心情 不是吗？

答应过自己的 怎么又开始忘了？

College life

I'm waiting for December 13th.

But still got 2 weeks to go from now. >.<

I have two tests coming up on the same day which is Accounting and IOM

*kill me please!*

In two weeks' time,

I have to complete all of this :

Two assignments

English presentation

Three tests

One logbook

.

.

.

Yes

I'm tired!

>.<

Talk to me

Talk to me

Speak with me

Listen to me

No lies

.........

*HEART-TO-HEART*

There's something on my mind

But I'm trying to hide it

Don't you know that?

I just need somebody to talk with me right now !

T_____T

爱的抉择

爱你，

却不能与你长相斯守，

这是一种痛苦。

等你，

却不知道结果，

这是一种无奈。

如果说遇到你是缘分，

喜欢你是命中注定，

那么我多么希望我们能像童话般有完美的结局。

My heart will go on

Follow your heart

Trust your feelings

Far across the distance and spaces between us

You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

♥

Gathering

Had a great time with my ex-classmates :)

We headed to Gurney on 4th Nov (last Thursday)

I went to Gurney after my gym class and was torture by the coach >.<

Well, we had our lunch at dragon-i. That was my first time visit. Heee

Then we spent our time there with girl's talk. *Gossip gossip*

My darlingss ♥

Xinli and I

My babe! ♥

Guess what, she is my 11 years friend.

We were friends since primary school :)

But she was late about 3 hours that day !

*heart broken*

I miss my school life

which can be with my friends everyday

especially during recess time

:(

I wonder when is our next gathering?

My Childhood

Let the photos speak my childhood memories :D

why I look so serious?

>.<

No fears, No worries,

I was so happy ^^

Brother & sister

♥

*blushes*

Happy family :)

Roses,Roses

I love you <3

I'm not supposed to

I'm not supposed to miss you

I'm not supposed to care

I'm not supposed to stare at my phone wishing you would text me

I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what are you doing

But I just can't control myself!

You don't know how much I need you and wishing you were here.

*slap myself T.T

Somehow, I'm glad that I still have my lovely friends & my cousins :D

Actually no one knows whats wrong with me and I don't want to explain ...

Sorry :(

Seriously, I love you guys ♥

Thanks for the concern ... *HUG*

Sorry

"Dear Pillow, sorry for all the tears
Dear heart, sorry for all the damage"

Yes. I'm sorry =(
I'm trying my best to get over it. All I need is TIME!
A little at a time, a bit each day. Then everything will be back to the normal.
No matter what happens, don't ever look back anymore.

Well, I'll let you go.

and I'll fix up my mind.

Shopaholic

I am a Shopaholic. =(
I don't know how long I've been one, but for as long as I could remember,
I always walked out of the mall broke, but with bags and bags of clothes.
I LOVE the mall. Its the most magical place in the world.
Once I go into the mall, I will bought at least one or two item and the bad thing is that I'll only wear it once or twice.
Some of the clothes I don't even wear it before >.<

Right now, I'm looking through all of my purchases and I'm not happy anymore.
Sure, I was happy when the cashier handed me the bag.
But now, I feel empty and disappointed in myself. T.T
What can I do with those clothes?
Sunk cost ?! Forget about it ?! O.O

The Furthest Distance In The World

The furthest distance in the world Is not between life and death But when I stand in front of you Yet you don't know that I love you The furthest distance in the world Is not when I stand in front of you Yet you can't see my love But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both Yet cannot be together The furthest distance in the world Is not being apart while being in love But when painly cannot resist the yearning Yet pretending you have never been in my heart The furthest distance in the world Is not when painly cannot resist the yearning yet pretending you have never been in my heart but using one's indifferent heart To dig an uncrossable river For the one who loves you

珊瑚海

毁坏的沙碉如何重来

有裂痕的爱怎么重盖

只是一切 结束太快

你说你无法释怀

贝壳里隐藏什么期待

我们也无心再猜

面向海风 咸咸的爱

尝不出还有未来

转身离开 你有话说不出来

海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外

我们的爱 差异一直存在

风中尘埃 竟累积成伤害

十全十美

10.10.10

在这特别的日子

我不贪心

我只许下了一个愿望

祝福

我身边的每个人都快快乐乐

:)

你不知道的事

我犹豫过

我矛盾过

最终

我的决定

还是没有改变

但是我心底清楚，

我对这个人多了一份关心

但却迟迟无法再跨出界线。

你不知道我为什么离开你

你不知道我为什么狠下心

多的是 你不知道的事。

伤痕

过去的伤随着时间的流失慢慢的愈合了

留下的只是一道深深的伤痕

别再次在我伤口上撒盐

因为它偶尔还是会隐隐作痛。

有些人，有些事，既然发生了，

就注定是我一生的回忆。

哭泣，并不代表我屈服；

退步， 并不代表我认输；

放手，并不代表我放弃；

正如我微笑，并不意味着我快乐。

失眠

夜深人静

我却在床上翻来覆去，难以入眠。

心里突然觉得

好累

好空虚

好孤独

好寂寞

好想找个人陪我聊天

我却不知道应该找谁。

又有谁会愿意陪着我？T___T

回忆往昔

曾经一起上课，

曾经一起逃课，

曾经一起在上课时睡觉，

曾经一起吃饭，

曾经一起谈天说地，

曾经一起挨批评，

曾经一起受罚，

曾经一起挤在一张床上，

曾经……

我们从陌生到熟悉，相识及相知。

我们癫狂过，

我们失落过，

我们吵闹过，

我们感动过，

但，我们却不曾后悔过！ 　　

新的环境，

新的朋友，

唯一不变的， 是我们对彼此的祝福。

无论我身在何处， 你们都在我身边。

　　 　　
突然

想起了那间学校

想起了那间教室

想起了那群朋友

时间似流水 无法停留

我们都以从无知 自傲中走了出来

现在的我们都在为自己的将来而奋斗

我们都在往各自的方向走去

相信有一天我们还能再相聚。

　　 　　

句号

给命运画上句号

让人生经历不再湿润我的眼眶。

给感情画上句号

让伤害不再左右我的忧愁。

　　

给爱恨画上句号

让眼泪不再决定我的思想。

给你我画上句号

证明我们的相遇不是一辈子的幕定。

给句号画上句号

让梦中初醒的我明白一切都只是假象。

　　

问候

你近来还好吗？

你走了，

不回来了吗？

只是几句简单的问候

但我却还是开不出口。

KL & Genting Highland

Day 1 (Thursday)

Went to KL in the afternoon and arrived there around 830pm.

Day 2 (Friday)
Headed to Genting Highland.
Nothing much to say. Let the photos speak the memory :)

The bathroom O.O

My "sister"

She looks alike with me

me & my nephews

starbucks ♥

After having dinner, I met Ying and her friends.
Then we went to The Haunted House O.O


Day 3 (Saturday)

Outdoor & Indoor ^^
We were playing from 8am- 11pm

In the afternoon most of the time we were queue-ing up >.<

This was my first time to play space shot!

I was really scared and my hands were sweating while waiting it to drop down form the top =S

I don't even know what I was thinking at that moment.

Anyway, I was so eager to play cork screw! It's really awesome.

" 3,2,1! DOWN!" hahaha

I miss that moment ^^

*Group Photo*

=D

Day 4 (Sunday)

We went back to KL from Genting in the afternoon.

After that, we went to Times Square and Sungai Wang as well.

I love shopping yet don't have enough money. So what about window shopping? haha.

It's so hard for me to control myself of not to buy those clothes especially in Times Square.
Because the clothes were selling at low prices but we were not allowed to try those clothes.
Luckily, my mummy was willing to lend me some money first. heeee =)

Times Square XDD

Playing poker card with them in the midnight @@

Day 5 ( Monday)

Back to Penang =D

美丽的误会

你我的相识就像是一场美丽的误会，
从相识，到相爱，最终成为陌生人，
最初以为你会陪伴着我走到最后，
最终才知道你不过是我生命中的过客，
时间到了，幸福完了，缘分也尽了，
才知道原来自己爱上了一个不该爱的人。

我是很爱你，只是你不懂得珍惜，
我对你的好，只是你不曾发现过，
我是不想走，只是你让我绝望了。

也许有一天你改变了， 可是你我已经无法再回到从前。

作不成的爱人，
变成最好朋友，
作不成好朋友，
就成为陌生人。

我已经不在乎了。 =)

Kyuhyun ♥

Heee. He is Super Junior's Kyuhyun. :)
He is just too handsome & cute.
I love Kyuhyun's voice but I can't understand a word he's singing =(
His voice is really awesome!♥ And his smile is killing me =S

One Sweet Day

" Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared


Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say "


This is the lyrics that I took from the song One Sweet Day by Mariah Carey.
I love this song so much especially the lyrics.

I wanted to say
I Miss You badly =(
How are you there?

无言

明明就不开心
为什么还要强颜欢笑？

明明就很想哭
却害怕被别人看见自己哭泣的样子。

明明就很烦脑
怎么办？怎么办？ 脑里浮现很多问号，但却得不到答案。

还有不到两个星期就要考试了
我却还没有开始温习！
我到底在干什么？
我到底在想什么？
T.T

勇气

如果问我， 我输了什么？

我的答案是 “勇气”。

我承认
我怕输
我怕在别人面前出丑
我没有他人那么勇敢
但这是我的错吗? =(

记得 微笑

当你失落时 我也变得很失落
当你开心时 我替你感到开心

你说
你很想保护她的脆弱
用尽办法只想看见她的笑容

我只能说
她 很幸福。
我相信 她会知道你的好

我会努力过好每一天
我会 记得 微笑的。=)
你
要

加油

无能为力

告诉你，瞒着你，只不过是个决定。

放弃你，忘记你，只怕我无法前进。

不知道为什么会如此无理紧张你。

我 越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫。

我想放过自己 诚实一点面对

我想放过自己 勇敢一点面对

我恨自己，无能为力。

我们只是两条平行线 走多远都没有碰面的终点。

原点

故事已经回到原点

故事的起点 不在 我这里

故事的终点 更不可能是我 =)

去我们都不熟悉的世界， 那里没有你，也没有我。

我不是唯一的

原来 我不是 唯一的那个人
原来 还有好多好多人都是和我一样

我也不清楚 从几时开始 你已经慢慢的走进了我的生活。
你在意的人，不是我。
你身边的人，不只我。
可是 我想说
我在意。


每个人都是这样吗？
偏要等待到 有一天 亲眼看到，亲耳听见
才知道痛？才会死心？

偶尔 我还是会抱着希望
等待着 有一天 你会看到我。
可是
无结局的等待 只会让人心碎。

别再回头

强忍的闭着眼 不想再回头看

偶尔 偷偷的回头看

我才发现一路走来 原来我错过了很多人和事

那些在乎的人 我并没有发现到他们的存在

而我却只在乎 那些没有发现我的存在的人

有些事情做了决定 现在却还一直在回想 我的决定是对的吗？

我承认 我把事情处理得不够好

不过 我也只是想要保护我自己

请你原谅。 我的冷漠,无情。

现在的我 只想要往前走 不想再回头了

因为每当又把回忆翻开 带给我的 只不过是痛苦！

摇动不定的心

其实 我很想念读理科的日子 我很想继续读理科。

虽然它很难，但是我就是对它有兴趣。

可是 我看到我所考到的成绩 我就再也没有信心继续理科了

我害怕 再次失败

现在 我已经选择了 商科

是因为我从来没有学过吗？

我觉得 它比理科难理解 它比理科闷

能怎样呢？ 我还是要克服它

我不要再次对自己失望了。

别人做得到，我一定也做得到！=D

我，依然是原来的我。

我，依然还是那个以前的我。

以前的我是个爱哭鬼，现在的我还是一样。

也许是因为他 让我不敢再次在别人面前放下自尊的哭泣。

他 在我哭泣时 向我提出分手
他 在我哭泣时 丢下我一个人
他 在我哭泣时 我还得苦苦哀求他 不要放开我的手
他 还是放开了 这个画面我也不懂重复了几次 我自己也算不清
他 一次又一次 让我变得更坚强了。

至少现在 我再也没有勇气 在其他人面前流下眼泪 强忍着眼泪不让它流下来

现在的我 每天早上就像带了个面具上去
到了晚上 把面具拿下来 依然是看见那个原来的我

其实 我想说我累了
又有谁会陪伴着我?
又有谁会让我安心的依靠在他的肩膀？
又有谁会在我强忍着眼泪时 抚摸着我的头 告诉我‘没事了'?

我落泪。情绪零碎

地上断了翅的蝶 不像自由地蔓延
爱原来更心碎 都可以更细节
田野风绕过几条街
秋天收获了满地的落叶
于是又一整夜
感情的句子都枯萎 凋谢
我不想再写 随手撕下这一页
原来是跟离别 可以没有结尾
焦距后悔的跟着写
于是我把诗折叠
有几重感觉 挑一束白玫瑰
你将爱退回
我不落泪 忍住感觉
分手在起风这个季节
哭久了会累 也只是别人的以为
冷的咖啡 我清醒着 一再续杯
我落泪 情绪零碎
你的世界一幕幕纷飞
门外的蔷薇 带刺伤人的很直接
过去被翻阅 结局满天的风雪


我不想再写 随手撕下这一页
原来是跟离别 可以没有结尾
焦距后悔的跟着写
于是我把诗折叠
有几重感觉 挑一束白玫瑰
你将爱退回
我不落泪 忍住感觉
分手在起风这个季节
哭久了会累 也只是别人的以为
冷的咖啡 我清醒着 一再续杯
我落泪 情绪零碎
你的世界一幕幕纷飞
门外的蔷薇 带刺伤人的很直接
过去被翻阅 结局满天的风雪